.ur.wish.is.my.command...what.else.can.i.say.¿?.

.movie.recommendation..

2008-10-11T20:13:00.005+08:00

.if.u.are.a.dog.lover..u.should.watch.this..prepare.lotsa.tissue..haha!!!.

.i.couldnt.stop.crying.frm.d.part.Marli.d.dog.tried.to.save.Aya.and.her.grandpa.

.she.dug.into.d.soil.till.her.paws.bled..

.it.is.based.on.a.true.story..twrds.d.end.of.d.movie.watch.d.credits.

.pics.of.d.actual.dog.Marli.and.her.pups.are.featured.

.u.can.watch.d.full.movie.at.the.following.link.:

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMzYxMTg1NDQ=.html

.hmmm...

2008-10-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

.总.是.走.在.你.后.面，是.为.了.看.着.你、守.护.着.你.呀！..你.这.个.大.笨.蛋！.

.thanks.everyone!.

2008-10-01T14:10:00.002+08:00

.i.had.a.very.very.happy.birthday.this.year!!!..really.thankful.to.ALL.my.friends..
.to.EVERYONE.who.loves.me.sooo.much..

.d.wish.i.made.this.yr.&.every.other.year.is.for.EVERYONE.ard.me.to.be.happy.
.&.healthy.forever!!!.

.lastly.THANKS.&.LOVE.you.guys.to.d.bits!!!.

.counting.dwn..19.more.days..to.WORK~~.OMG!!!.hee.hee.

.hee.hee.hee!.

2008-09-26T14:36:00.006+08:00

.it.has.been.soooo.long.since.KFC.had.great.laughs.
.together..sooo.really.happy.and.contented.abt.
.last.night!.=P.

.all.d.great.news..finally..retribution.for.those.imbeciles.is.coming..wahaha!!!.=P~.

.happy.happy.

2008-09-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

.nothing.much..just.happy.happy~..HEE.HEE!.

.song.recommendation.

2008-09-08T18:01:00.002+08:00

Someone(thai) by Bie.. he is sooo cute..

Qing Ren Jie by Kenji Wu

Wo Bu Guan by Kenji Wu

.My.private.corner.of.mess!.HEE!.

2008-09-07T16:41:00.002+08:00

.nokia...N96.

2008-09-06T17:13:00.013+08:00

.d.phone.i.haf.been.waiting.for.a.long.long.long.time.has.finally.been.launched.in.SG..

.it.is.definately.NOT.the.iphone..
.i.will.nv.get.a.stupid.*touch*screen*touch.touch.touch*phone.. .and.i.am.totally.a.nokia.person..it's.d.N96!!!.
(.call.me.old.fashion.old.sch.i.dun.care!.)

.hmm.i.love.the.specs.of.d.phone..every.bit.of.it..
.aesthetically.wise..nothing.much.to.comment..
.so.long.as.it's.functional..right?.*shruggz*.
.plus.point.is...upon.accquiring.it..
.i.can.throw.my.mp3.mp4.digicam..all.away!.
.but.i.shall.wait.awhile.more..for.d.price.to.depreciate.a.bit.bit.first.
.hee.hee!.though.ive.got.$500.voucher..good.things.can.wait..

.d.only.flaw.is.that..it.doesnt.come.in.red.colour..hais..im.mad.abt.RED!!!.

.SUPER.FUNNY!.oh.my!!.d.tai.tai.resemblence..LOL!

2008-09-05T23:46:00.007+08:00

.Ass-tight.booty-shaking.TAI.TAIs!.

.Wannabe~~ a TAI TAI!!! HAHA!!!.

.Just.for.laughs..LOLs..relax.sua!.

.Last.but.not.least..HEAL.THE.WORLD!!..PLEASE!!!.

The Chronicle of the Shameless-Victimised-Culprit's Hilarious Begging Entry..(OMG!!! SHE JUST NEVER LEARN to SHUT UP!!!STUPID OR WHAT!??!)

2008-09-05T13:37:00.010+08:00

...i had a dream...of a shameless culprit writing a letter to me.. or should i say shameless victim.. HAHA!?!?..

Here it goes...ENJOY!!! heehee!

-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*

As an individual who had involved with all the saga (woah! what a vocab to use) in XXXX, if you
have ever treated me as a friend (have this person ever respected her FRIENDS in d 1st place?!) or at least a colleague (answer, NEVER!not at all!& never will be.. so stop DREAMING!), I would
really appreciate (TOO LATE!) it if you could give me your honest (are you honest urself?!) reply on this..

Apart from what was discussed in the meeting about the rumors (HAHA!what a word to use..), could
I find out from you, what are the news that has been going around
about me? (why?! SCARED AH?! guilty? or feel victimised AGAIN?!?!)

Honestly, I feel affected when friends (stop using d word FRIENDS!!) whom I have known since long
in XXXX decided to ignore me or just walk past me as though I did
not exist ever since XXXX came into the picture. (you DESERVE ALL THESE!cos u never learn to KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT!!)

Count it as my misfortune (u still can BLAME on misfortune.. u are totally hopeless!) that I have to be the 1st person to come
in contact with her and be on talking terms and if I had known I
will be dragged into the picture, I should not have spoken to the
XXXXX XXXX about her (with the intention of giving them insider
information as to how XXXX is actually like). About me going around
the XXXXX XXXX asking about the meeting, well, that is another
issue altogether. as again my good intention (gd intention.. benefitting yourself?!) screwed (eh..that will be done by your husband..or other men we dunno..) me in the end.

As affected as I am , I have to accept the fact that things will not
be the same again between me and XXXX.(glad you KNOW!!!)

But at least, appreciate (TOO LATE LA!!STOP ACTING!) if you could provide me closure to this
whole episode to what actually spark off all the XXXXxxxx opinions
about me. (answer: COS U NEVER LEARN WHEN TO SHUT UP!!! U DUN EVEN KNW WHEN UR SO CALLED 'FRIENDS' ARE GIVING U CHANCE, U GAVE UP THAT CHANCE YOURSELF!!!)

p/s: if you do decide not to reply me, I will respect that (dun bullshit, if u dun get any answer that is bcos..no one can be bothered!!! cos this is a BIG GREAT JOKE!!!)

(Footnote: please note that this is based on imagination, no such thing / incident actually took place.. hee hee! i DREAMT about this whole incident.. LOLS!lalalalalla =P)

~~~~~ THE END ~~~~~

(is this slightly more interesting than the Muah Chee Story? heehee)

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if you guys realise.. in my dream...there were many occasions which the word 'FRIENDS' are used.. but the so called 'FRIENDS' is this shameless victim's STEPPING STONE.. however, what goes round will come around (NEED TO ELABORATE? IF NOT BE ON HERSELF, IT WILL BE ON HER LOVED ONES!!!). so no qualms and worries abt that..god has eyes!!! this is not the first time i had dreamt of this shameless person SHOOTING HER BIG MOUTH OFF!!! OMG.. all i can comment is.. BRAINLESS!!!

p.s.: have you heard??? d rumors has spread to nation-wide, soon worldwide.. wahahhaha.. sounds more pathetic la.. so she can cry more in my dreams~~~ lalalalla =P and YES!!! no matter who you send what you send.. it will become RUMORS!!! i will MAKE SURE d WHOLE WORLD knws about it!!! haha~ oki.. im dreaming and digressing again.. hais.. hahahahah!!!

.what.should.i.do.next...

2008-08-11T14:46:00.003+08:00

.should.i.start.frm.scratch?..this.is.really.taking.a.toil.on.me..

.i.barely.haf.time.for.my.music..it's.extremely.upsetting.in.this.case..
.&.i.hate.d.way.things.are.right.nw..

.hw.i.wish.i.may.jus.wake.one.day.and.fall.into.the.career.ive.always.longed.for..

.jaded..forlorned..maybe.leaving.was.not.a.wise.choice..
.i.can.nv.fight.d.war.with.them.ever.again..

.so.contented.&..happy!..

2008-07-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

.ur.'Thank.You'..
.was.such.a.priceless.&.valuable..
.farewell.gift!~.

.end...

2008-07-25T19:17:00.002+08:00

.it's.7:17pm..my.journey.with.my.current.employer.has.been.history..
.alls.well..hee.hee..at.least.i.hadnt.been.a.dodo.tdy..=P.

.as.d.saying.goes..no.expectations.no.disappointments..=).

.dear.all.thanks.a.lot..apart.frm.thank.you.thanks.i.dunno.what.else.to.say..
.keep.in.touch!.love.u.guys.to.d.bits!.

.nw.im.all.ready.to.move.onto.my.next.journey~.

Muah Chee Story, Part 7-- the FINALE~

2008-07-25T10:00:00.003+08:00

PART 7:

When you actually think the story has already ended................

Wow...wow...wow, the response was so overwhelming! So many emails have been flooded...chasing, pestering, prompting, questioning.....to know the outcome of Michael and Michelle~

Well, here it goes.....

Muah Chee's highly decomposed body was eventually found. Michael vomitted upon seeing Muah Chee's decomposed body, and fell into coma. Michelle turned back, and saw everything~. The police and an ambulance were sent in.

Michael fell into deep sleep, and was in coma. Michelle felt so sorry for him.......and regretted being so mean. Tears rolled down her chin~

Muah Chee was so highly decomposed, and beyond recognition that an autopsy was urgently needed. The ring, which Michael had thrown into the sea, was coincidentally found inside the body of Muah Chee. The police returned it to Michael, and Michelle patched up with him.

Police and autopsy investigation led to the arrest of Stone. He was sentenced to death for WASTAGE OF FOOD.

As a token of appreciation for getting back the ring, Michelle and Michael erect a TOMB for the deceased Muah Chee, in their garden.

1 year later, Michelle and Michael named their 1st child, ya....you would have guessed it.....MUAH CHEE.....

They live happily after

.................................THE END...............................

Muah Chee Story, Part 6

2008-07-24T10:52:00.005+08:00

PART 6:

HAHAHAHA......NEVER NEVER CAN
THINK OF THAT RIGHT?

RECAP: If you remember~

................................................................................

In no time, they reached a pier, where Muah Chee has
got no way out. He begged for mercy, but that "softy" and
irritating look angered Stone so much that he went up to
Muah Chee, scolded him...for not listening to his warning.......
slapped him severval times and finally gave him the hardest
punch in the world. Muah Chee flew up in the air.......
And dropped into the sea.......

.......................................................................................

They didn't go to their destinated dinner, but end up at a pier.
They quarrelled. Yes, quarrelled over Lawrence. Michelle broke
down.Michael actually wanted to propose to her that day. He
took out a diamond ring, showed it to her.....turn violent and
slapped her...... and finally threw the ring inside the sea......
and drove off.......(how ungentleman heis!!)

Ya...same place.........the same PIER~

Now you tell me....how not to lump these two things together?!!

Slap me if u want.. LOLS!

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.d.last.3.days..

2008-07-23T10:08:00.001+08:00

.since.god.is.unable.to.rewind.d.time.for.me..to.back.to.3.yrs...

.can.i.use.10.yrs.of.my.life.to.buy.a.rewind.of.time.of.3.years.from.d.devil?.

.if..if.only.i.can..

.it.doesnt.matter.hw.long.or.short.ur.life.is..what.matters.most.is.happiness..

Muah Chee Story, Part 5

2008-07-23T10:04:00.002+08:00

PART 5:

Is 10am in the morning, Michelle walked to the pier, saw the very sloppy and haggard Michael...........

Michael is very excited when he see Michelle. He tried to look energetic, fresh....but he is just too weak.........he haven't had any decent meal for the last few days......

Michelle walk up to him, give him the impatient stare....and say, " Till now you still haven't get back the ring??"

Michael try to explain to Michelle about how difficult it is to fish back the ring, but Michelle just couldn't accept it...and she walk away......Michael try to follow.....

At this crucial moment, Michael felt something moving down his fishing rod......

He hurriedly roll back his fishing line........but is not the ring.....he retrieved the ALREADY HIGHLY DECOMPOSED MUAH CHEE~~

=X =P (ð_ð) ð_ðzzzZZ

2008-07-22T08:55:00.001+08:00

周杰伦 - 蒲公英的约定
Jay Chou- The Promise of Dandelion
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小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
Xiao xie li ba bang de pu gong ying
The dandelions at a bamboo fence of the primary school

十几英里有味道的风景
Shi ji ying li you wei dao de feng jing
Several miles of a beautiful landscape

雾水草场传来她的声音
wu Shui cao chang chuan lai ta de shen yin
The fogged watery grass place passed on her voice

多少年后也开始很好听
Duo shao nian hou ye kai shi hen hao ding
Many years later it still started to be good to hear

将愿望折纸飞机寄出信
Jiang yuan wang zhe zhi fei ji ji chu xin
Just wish the folded aeroplane paper will put out the truth

因为我们等不到那流星
Ying wei wo men deng bu dao na liu xing
It is because we can’t wait for that meteor

等枕头坠离命运的引力
Deng chen dou zhui li ming yun de yin li
Waiting the pillow to fall by the gravitation of destiny

却不知道到底能去哪里
Que bu zhi dao dao di neng qu na li
Yet don’t know where it is able to go

Chorus:
已经长大的约定那样清晰
Yi jing zhang da de yue ding na yang qing xi
A grown up promise, that much clear

拿过到的我相信
Na guo dao de wo xiang xin
Holding it through until I believe

说好要一起旅行
Shuo hao yao yi qi lu xing
Agreed to travel together

是你如今唯一坚持的任性
Shi ni ru jin wei yi jian chi de ren xing
Now it is you solely, who strong headedly insist
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在走廊想霸占她手心
Zai zou lang xiang ba zhan da shou xin
wanted to seize her palm at the passage

我们却注意窗边的情敌
Wo men que zhu yi chuang bian de qing di
Yet we paid attention to the love rival at the window side

我去到哪里你都跟很紧
Wo qu dao na li ni dou gen hen jing
Wherever I go, you are so close with me

哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜
heng ge er meng zai deng dai zhe jing xi
Humming songs and dreams, while waiting for surprise

Chorus:
已经长大的约定那样清晰
Yi jing zhang da de yue ding na yang qing xi
A grown up promise, so clear

拿过到的我相信
Na guo dao de wo xiang xin
Holding it through until I believe

说好要一起旅行
Shuo hao yao yi qi lu xing
Agreed to travel together

是你如今唯一坚持的任性
Shi ni ru jin wei yi jian chi de ren xing
Now it is you solely, who strong headedly insist

已经长大的约定那样珍惜
Yi jing zhang da de yue ding na yang zhen xi
A grown up promise, that much valueable

与你聊不完的曾经
Yu ni liao bu wan de ceng jing
something to do with the incomplete talk you said that moment

而我已经分不清你是友情
Er wo yi jing fen bu qing ni shi you qing
Yet I already can’t differ, you are friendship

还是错过的爱情
Hai shi cuo guo de ai qing
Or the wronged love

Muah Chee Story, Part 4

2008-07-22T07:50:00.000+08:00

PART 4:

Qn: Will Michael succeed? If yes, what did he manage to
retrieve?

Chinese New Year is here, today is Valentine's Day............and it has been days or weeks ...since Michael spent...fishing.....and trying his luck to retrieve the ring he had thrown earlier..........

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RECAP:

Michael and Michelle are a pair of happy couple. Michael is 29 years old, rich and charming. Michelle is 25, pretty and sweet. Both are really a match made in heaven. They are the eyes of many envious people. They have been dating for 2 years, and they plan to marry at the end of the year.

One day, Lawrence, Michelle's ex-boyfriend came to her. Although they have broken up, but they still keep in touch. Michael was aware of their relationship, but is a jealous and possessive man.

Another day, Lawrence went to Michelle and told her that he couldn't forget her, and wish to start all over again with her. Michelle rejected him, and told him that they can only remain as friends.

Lawrence didn't give up, and told her that he will win her over again.

Lawrence started a chain of stragedy to win her back. He sent her roses, SMS her, doing everything a man will do, to please the gal. Michelle felt very uneasy. Michael didn't know about these.

Another day, when Michael was at Michelle's place, about to bring her out for their anniversary dinner, Lawrence turned up suddenly. He pressed the doorbell, but it was Michael who open the door. Michael started staring at Lawrence. (Oh dear...!!) Just then, Michelle saw the awkwardness and quickly came over, and pulled Michael to one side.(Heng ah!!) She told Michael, "Give me a minute, I will settle it with Lawrence now."

Michelle rejected Lawrence again, and told her that it is impossible for them to get back again~ After much rejection, Lawrence fianlly accepted it.....and left. (wow piang....wrecker)

When Michelle returned, Michael was already an angry man. He refused to listen to Michelle's explaination. (Ouch...)

Michael went to his car, Michelle followed.

They didn't go to their destinated dinner, but end up at a pier.

They quarrelled. Yes, quarrelled over Lawrence. Michelle broke down. Michael actually wanted to propose to her that day. He took out a diamond ring, showed it to her.....turn violent and slapped her...... and finally threw the ring inside the sea......and drove off.......(how ungentleman he is!!)

Michelle broke down, and cried sadly.

Few days later, Michael realise that he love Michelle deeply and regretted for the things he has done. He called Michelle on her moblie, but she did not answer at all. (Guess she is angry with him...for throwing that diamond ring away). He went to her place,
only to hear that, she will only forgive him if he can retrieve back the ring!! (How mission possible???!!!!)

Michael went to the pier, spread his fishing net, use his fishing rod......and try hopefully to retrieve the ring…

To be continued tmr~~ hee hee Part 5…

Muah Chee Story, Part 3

2008-07-21T08:40:00.002+08:00

PART 3:

Morale of the Story: The Story of Muah Chee and Stone:

- Never be a Stone (Hard)
- Never be a Muah Chee (Soft)
- Never assume people to like you
- Never bully
- Never threaten
- Never feel threatened
- Never assume people will listen to you
- Never take orders unnecessarily
- Never take things for granted
- Never assume bad things will happen
- Never assume bad things wont happen
- Never run away from problem
- Never shout and yell when running for life
- Never run to the pier

Question: -

The Story Of Michael And Michelle:

So, what did Michael manage to retrieve?
GUESS the answer!!...stay tuned tmr for the answer~~ hee hee~

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Muah Chee Story, Part 1 & 2

2008-07-21T08:35:00.002+08:00

the whole series consist of 7 parts.
Enjoy!!

PART 1:

The story of Muah Chee and Stone:

One day, Stone went out and saw Muah Chee. Stone went to Muah Chee and said, " You look horrible......and you are very soft, I feel like giving you a punch!!" Stone added, "Don't ever let me see you again! Each time I were to see you, I am going to punch you...is that understood?"

This line frightens Muah Chee so much that he started shivering.....and sweats profusely. He really stayed and hid at home for as long as 3 months.3 months passed. Thinking that Stone had forgotten about this thing, and the probability of not meeting Stone at all, Muah Chee went out.Muah Chee went out, meeting friends.....catching up with what he haven't done for the last few months......and felt so happy and relieved, took a deep breath and lament to himself, " Why should I be afraid of Stone.....the outdoor air is so fresh, so good....and if I were to meet him, I'll just hide away from him.....why should I bother giving up such good and refreshing outdoor life!!" .Just as he finished saying that...........things just happen, not the way he wanted.....

Stone appeared suddenly in front of him....and that's it......They looked at each other eyes, and they both knew it........Muah Chee started crying...and run for his life.....Yelling and shouting....." Help! Help! Don't punch me....don't punch me........."Stone gave chase.........In no time, they reached a pier, where Muah Chee has got no way out. He begged for mercy, but that "softy" and irritating look angered Stone so much that he went up to Muah Chee, scolded him...for not listening to his warning.......slapped him severval times and finally gave him the hardest punch in the world. Muah Chee flew up in the air.......And dropped into the sea.......

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PART 2:

The story of Michael and Michelle~

Michael and Michelle are a pair of happy couple. Michael is 29 years old,rich and charming. Michelle is 25, pretty and sweet. Both are really amatch made in heaven. They are the eyes of many envious people.(Wow....really ah??!!) They have been dating for 2 years, and they plan tomarry at the end of the year.One day, Lawrence, Michelle's ex-boyfriend came to her. Although they havebroken up, but they still keep in touch.

Michael was aware of their relationship, but is a jealous and possessive man. ( of cos lah...wheregot people so prefect one? Rich and Charming...of cos must have got some character problems!!)Another day, Lawrence went to Michelle and told her that he couldn'tforget her, and wish to start all over again with her. Michelle rejected him, and told him that they can only remain as friends.

Lawrence didn't give up, and told her that he will win her over again.(How dramatic!!)Lawrence started a chain of strategy to win her back. He sent her roses,SMS her,.....and doing everything a man will do to please a gal. Michelle felt very uneasy. Michael didn't know about these.Another day, when Michael was at Michelle's place, about to bring her outfor their anniversary dinner, Lawrence turned up suddenly.

He pressed thedoorbell, but it was Michael who open the door. Michael started staring atLawrence. (Oh dear...!!) Just then, Michelle saw the awkwardness and quickly came over, and pulled Michael to one side.(Heng ah!!) She toldMichael, "Give me a minute, I will settle it with Lawrence now."Michelle rejected Lawrence again, and told her that it is impossible for them to get back again~

After much rejection, Lawrence finally acceptedit.....and left. (wow piang....wrecker)When Michelle returned, Michael was already an angry man. He refused to listen to Michelle's explaination. (Ouch...)Michael went to his car, Michelle followed.They didn't go to their destinated dinner, but end up at a pier.They quarrelled. Yes, quarrelled over Lawrence. Michelle broke down.

Michael actually wanted to propose to her that day. He took out a diamond ring, showed it to her.....turn violent and slapped her...... and finallythrew the ring inside the sea......and drove off.......(how ungentleman he is!!)Michelle broke down, and cried sadly.

Few days later, Michael realise that he love Michelle deeply and regrettedfor the things he has done. He called Michelle on her moblie, but she didnot answer at all. (Guess she is angry with him...for throwing that diamond ring away). He went to her place, only to hear that, she will only forgive him if he can retrieve back the ring!! (How missionpossible???!!!!)Michael prepared the equipment....rushed to the pier, spread his fishing net, use his fishing rod......and try hopefully to retrieve the ring. Hepositioned himself, waited, waited and waited.............

Question now : Will he succeed?Stay tuned!!:þ

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.5.more.days...

2008-07-20T18:23:00.001+08:00

.my.dear.lord..pls.gimme.d.strength.&.power.&.stay.with.me..

.song.recommendation.by.Princee..i.like.d.lyrics.=).

2008-07-18T01:35:00.004+08:00

蕭敬騰 - 疼愛歌詞 Lyrics
作詞：阿信作曲：阿信

我沈默不代表我不痛
我不痛眼淚就不會流
總是安靜承受安靜忍受安靜看你走

你說我很適合當朋友
你說我總是會聽你說
你說別太難過保持聯絡有空的時候

把疼愛都給你把疼痛都給我 最痛是當時微笑送你走
等到你轉身後 眼淚也不敢流 只怕你偶然還會回過頭
把疼愛都給你把疼痛都給我 放開手是我最後的溫柔
如果你能飛得快樂自由這疼痛並不算什麼

想挽留 卻為什麼點頭
我不懂連我都不懂我
如果說的太少愛的太多有誰能夠懂

把疼愛都給你把疼痛都給我 最痛是當時微笑送你走
等到你轉身後 眼淚也不敢流 只怕你偶然還會回過頭
把疼愛都給你把疼痛都給我 放開手是我最後的溫柔
如果你能飛得快樂自由這疼痛並不算什麼

千言萬語擁擠我的宇宙讓我震耳欲聾喔喔
有多少愛就有多少沈默的疼痛

把疼愛都給你把疼痛都給我 最痛是當時微笑送你走
等到你轉身後 眼淚也不敢流 只怕你偶然還會回過頭
把疼愛都給你把疼痛都給我 放開手是我最後的溫柔
如果你能飛得快樂自由這疼痛並不算什麼

.8.more.days..

2008-07-17T14:37:00.005+08:00

.things.are.going.well..im.coping.well..
.8.more.days..&.i`ll.b.on.d.path.to.d.next.level..
.kinda.unbearable..eh..it's.3.yrs.plus.of.memories..
.though.there.were.gd.and.bad..but.they.were.GREAT.memories..

.goal.before.my.25th.year.of.age.is.attained..
.next.will.b.my.goal.before.i.turn.30..
.hee.i.shall.keep.it.to.myself.for.nw..
.DEFINATELY.not.marriage..

.within.d.next.8.days..
.i.will.try.again.something.that.needs.a.lot.of.my.courage.
.this.time.i.will.only.have.3.days.of.preparation..
.face.pride.ego.all.i.dun.wan..i.jus.want.my.frnd.back..so..
.wish.me.luck..
.nothing.great..it's.just.something.i.need.&.ought.to.do..=).

.an.sms.which.was.supposed.to.b.sent.to.d.person..
.but.yah..i.dun.dare..dunno.if.it.will.b.harsh.or.offend.d.person.further..

.here.it.goes..

."sorry.that.if.ive.done.d.wrong.thing.at.d.wrong.time.
.im.doing.all.these.things.only.nw.not.bcos.im.leaving.soon.
.it's.bcos.im.too.scared.of.doing.wrong.things..
.it.took.me.3.months.to.think.n.cough.up.all.courage.to.ask.
.a.question.which.u.might.think.it's.too.late..
.but.yes.im.feeling.my.time's.running.short..
.but.it's.cos.u.r.a.very.great.person.to.keep.
.as.a.friend..&.i.really.do.not.wish.to.lose.u.as.a.friend..
.im.leaving.i.jus.wish.to.clear.d.air..
.i.knw.u.r.not.obliged.to.grant.my.wish..
.anyway.u.should.knw.hw.ego.n.hw.much.i.want.face.
.but.it's.bcos.i.do.not.wish.to.lose.u.as.a.friend.so.i..
.decided.to.b.thick.skinned..
.i.took.so.long.bcos.im.too.afraid.to.say.or.do.wrong.things..
.i.wannt.ask.but.scared.wrong.time.everytime.wrk.is.
.already.so.stress.for.u.TLs..
.so.i.waited.n.waited.

.u'll.nv.realise.hw.much.ive.really.learnt.frm.u..
.especially.hw.to.cherish.my.family.nw..
.aft.u.woke.me.up..wat.ive.been.doing.was.totally.unacceptable..
.ive.lost.u.as.a.friend.n.yes.ppl.might.c.that.i.have.a.lot.
.of.new.frnds.n.think.im.happy..
.but.truthfully.losing.u.1.frnd.i.found.many.new.frnds..
.but.no.use..cos.im.not.happy.at.all..

.i.dun.learn.anything..but.probs..more.n.more..
.but.no.matter.what.u.do..yes..maybe.as.a.human.i'll.b.hurt..
.but.i'll.nv.give.up.on.someone.whom.i.feel.it's.worth.
.throwing.my.pride.n.ego.to.get.d.frnd.back.

.but.of.cos.i.knw.u.dun.like.to.b.forced.to.do.things.
.n.i.wont.force.and.ask.for.any.chances.cos.i.knw..
.i.have.been.given.too.many.chances.

.im.gibberish.i.dunno.whr.this.sms.is.heading..
.but.i'll.not.give.up.trying.to.get.u.back.as.a.friend."

.counting.dwn..&.to.d.special.him..

2008-07-07T20:35:00.001+08:00

.18.more.days..marks.d.end.of.my.journey.with.my.current.employer..
.it.has.been.3+.years..whirpool.of.emotions..unbearable..but..
.ive.gotta.learn.to.move.on..=).tkcare.my.dearest.frnds..i.will.
.miss.my.days.there.badly!.&.especially.d.special.someone..yaya..him..
.hee..no.matter.what.you.do.i'll.still.missya!.hee!.

.it's.time.i.venture.out.&.swim.in.the.vast.open.sea..
.uncertainties..afraid..etc..but.i.will.survive.making.YOU.
.as.my.perfect.role.model..there.are.just.so.much.of.ur.
.qualities.i.wished.i.possess.em..maybe.that's.y.d.admiration..

.ive.got.so.much.to.say.but.i.jus.dunno.whr.to.start.&.i.dun.dare..
.(.yahyah.im.a.mouse.infront.of.u..as.others.say.).
.anyway.it.doesnt.matter..
.jus.take.care.stay.healthy.and.be.happy.forever.mr.handsome.forever~.=P..
.i.will.nv.forget.d.times.&.memories.we.have.&.shared..
.many.at.times..thinking.abt.those.great.times.it'll.still.bring.a.smile.on.my.face.=P.
.of.cos.not.forgetting.d.bad.times..

.but.ive.really.learnt.a.lot.a.lot.frm.u..
.for.eg..wash.electric.kettle..u.cant.wet.the.base.of.d.kettle..heehee..
."mei.you..mei.you.shen.mo?!"..
.tak.tak..
.funny.version.of.chen.li.de.yue.guang..
.stefanie.sun.calling.ur.name..haha!.
.all.d.funny.emails.u.sent..etc..

.really.miss.those.times..~wo.huai.nian.de..~=).
.see.la..this.ending.ah..must.be.really..
.cos.we.sang.together.too.many.times.of..
.WU.YAN.DE.JIE.JU..speechless.ending..-_-..hee~

.thanks.for.keeping.my.secret.for.me.and.lemme.b.by.u.for.2+.yrs..
.yeah.&.ive.accepted.d.fact.that.things.between.d.two.of.us.will.
.never.be.d.same.again..d.crack.is.there.and.it's.there.to.stay..maybe..

.but..whatever.has.happen..had.happened..don't.brood.abt.who.is.at.fault.
.what.we.should.have.or.shouldnt.have.done..
.i.just.sincerely.wish.u.well..

.18.more.days..i.wont.even.get.see.email.frm.this.person..but..
.i'll.get.used.to.it.eventually..i.will..&.i.can..
.ultimately..i.still.dun.dare..dun.dare.&.i.dun.wanna.
.ask.for.chances.anymore..cos.i.knw.ive.been.given.many.many.many.chances...
.&.i.really.thank.and.appreciate.him..

-HaPpy NeW YeAr-

2007-12-31T04:05:00.000+08:00

hApPy NeW yEaR

tO ALL mY DeaR FrnDs,CoLLeaGuEs,wiShiNg U aLL d BeSt iN ALL, uR FaMily & LoVed oNeS tOo, in cArEeR, FiNaNciALLy, HaPPiNeSs & HEALTH!!!

foR ppL whO'Ve siNnEd aGaiNsT mE (eNeMieS etc),gOd BleSs u iN aLL tOo,cOs he'S foRgiViNg. HoWeVeR, i aM nOt!JuS LeAvE mE & My bELoVeD FriEnDs aLoNe,thAt's aLL i aM aSkiNg & pRaYinG fOr!!! i'LL b vErY gReAtFuL!!!ThAnKs!!!

a BrAnD nEw yEaR, a bRaNd nEw StArT. i ShaLL LeT "bYgOnEs bE-GoNe"!!! thOsE wHo sTiLL WaNnA kEeP uR tOnGuEs WaGgiN, gO aHeAd TOo, i CanT sToP u & uR FaBuLoUs tOnGuEs & wOnDeRFuL CrEatiViTy!

-hoWeVEr..

.bEwaRe.of.ReTriBuTiOn.

.iN.wHiCh.i.BeLiEvE.Ur.GoD.&.mY.LoRd.iS.JuSt..pRaY.hArD.uRsELf.&.TaKe.CaRe!-

LaStLy AgAiN, hApPy NeW yEaR, uRsHeRing 2008, oNcE AgAin, iN wHiCh i`ll b SpEnDiNg d CouNtDwN PaTheTiCaLLy aT HoMe...tHnKs to SomE...gD rEfLeCtiOn TiMe tOo...

It was just like a piece of music...

2007-12-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

it was the Overture, there were no Bridges or Intervals in between..only Mancando..then comes the Finale and Fine..followed by Abrupt Silence..

why...

2007-12-10T21:23:00.001+08:00

why cant we coexist amicably?! (should i add.. like we used to be?!)

doesnt he find it tiring to hafta ACT ACT ACT!!! (was that hypocrisy, animosity between us i see?)

finally understood wat this person meant by

"things will never be the same again = sad to tell you this the crack is there.."

this person might have forgotten these wrds.. but these wrds are the "crack" at least to me..

yeah..crack is there.. it will be there to stay FOREVER.. used to be so naive and think time will heal.. but think i am giving up cos i am really tired of acting.. no matter what i do it jus doesnt help!

qns posted to me by this person in the past, "hw long can you act?! till you cannot take it and just blow up?!".. "u are a lousy actor.." guess i have never knew myself this well either..

erm maybe i am.. which i thought i have been keeping up with the acting pretty well.. oh and i was so wrong.. jus so wrong.. & recently i just added something to hafta act AGAIN! yay yay..me AGAIN!

if this person have seen through and through everything all the time.. really thankful & grateful for letting me retain some of my pride =) by not stomping on my overflawed "shows"..

maybe our "status @ wrk" have changed, i have changed, this person have changed, i dunno..i wish to get out of EVERYTHING! yeah.. run away if u gonna brand it..

whatever it is..it was just never meant to be..

for the past..erm..abt two and half yrs (since 9th july 2005 to be exact)..was just another lesson and test for me frm the lord my god.. nw i am gonna turn to my lord again.. cos he will never abandon me!

nevermind.. lesson learnt.. move on.. move on.. i should just MOVE ON!

okok..so be it.. cos i am really really very very very tired.. sick & tired

i have been refusing to admit it as i have always been so confident that i will never do things i regret.. but i regret.. i really do..

nevertheless, there were some nice memories..

=) goodnight ppls~ the usual still goes on tmr.. rise & shine again..

some thoughts...

2007-12-02T17:11:00.000+08:00

christmas wish?...maybe i hope to be slightly more daring, courageous, aggresive to fight for things in life that i want? which is equivalent to being a ~~lil' meaNiE~~ (that's to me...)

oh..was inspired / enlightened / influenced (??whatever u like to call it) by someone last night..which i felt myself being minute as compared to her courage~

i dunno.. but i have nv fought for things i want.. i am happy and contented so long as ppl around me are happy..

in other words.. i have maybe never smiled and laughed truthfully for MYSELF!!! if you know what i meant..

always conceding defeat when i never even try.. maybe cos i will nv do things or excute actions which i do not have confidence in, in aspect ratio of success versus failure i deem in advance...

IF only i am more courageous.. maybe..things might.. =) *shruggz*

-_-

2007-11-24T18:44:00.000+08:00

~plunging deeper into the deep dark bottomless pit~

5 people you meet in Heaven- Mitch Albom

2007-11-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

Lesson One: The Blue Man
"Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know."

Lesson Two: The Captain
"...Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else."

...Sacrifice...

Lesson Three: Ruby
"You need to forgive your father."

...Forgiveness...

Lesson Four: Marguerite
"Life has to ened, love doesn't."

Someone dies, left, but the love doesnt end...though all else does...do not greive over death...(this is the lesson i loved most)

Lesson Five: Tala
hmmm...honestly don't know the lesson here...someone please throw it in my face ...

=(

2007-10-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

suffering from throbbing migraine! bad bad day for yesterday & today...
===========================================================

I wish to suffer from:

Amnesia
Definition;
Amnesia refers to the loss of memory. Memory loss may result from two-sided (bilateral) damage to parts of
the brain vital for memory storage, processing, or recall (the limbic system, including the hippocampus in the medial temporal lobe).

then things will be simpler & easier = less complicated

today...

2007-10-05T03:33:00.000+08:00

Good Day today =) , tired though...contented & happy so long as others are happy =)

d greatest sadness in life is..what have been done can NEVER be undone..yet we cant turn back the hands of time..so one must Cherish & Treasure..and not live with many regrets when you lose it..

hmmm..& how do / would one mend cracks? maybe time will heal...so i will pray for the time to pass fast...

=)

2007-09-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

(= ~All's Well~ =)

i pray...i wish...

2007-09-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

everyone (including my enemies) around me to be HAPPY and HEALTHY (especially friends i love)...and all things will get better each day =)

oh..and of cos myself to be HAPPY and HEALTHY =), that is the thing i always forget to pray for...

Hatefuls...

2007-09-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

- PRETENTIOUS BEINGS!!!
- BETRAYERS!!!
- HYPOCRITES!!!
- FLIRTERS!!!
- SNOW WHITES!!!
- SLUGS WHICH STICK ARD HIM LIKE NO BODY'S BIZ!!!
- BUTTERFLIES WHICH FLUTTER BY HIM ON PURPOSE!!!
- WORK!!!
- PLACE AT WORK!!!
- LIFE!!!
- TIREDNESS!!!
- PACKED SCHEDULE!!!
- FATNESS!!!
- DIPLOMATS!!!
- UNTIDINESS!!!
- STINKO-NESS!!!
- SELFISH BEINGS!!!
- SELF-CENTERED BEINGS!!!
- MY ENEMIES!!!
- BEINGS WHO NV GET FAT!!!
- BROKE!!!
- ILLNESSES!!!
- BEINGS WHO THINK THEY ARE DAMN GREAT!!!
- SOME MEN!!!
- SOME WOMEN!!!

What did i Do?

2007-08-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

What did i do.....
to have to know you
to have to meet you
to have to be even thinking abt ur feelings

to give in to everything you do & say

to take everything in my stride

to throw away even my pride
to be pushing every of my qualities to the max

to deserve these treatments

Yes! i am not popular, not pretty, not knowledgable, not mature like others.. & the list goes on i guess, that's at least in ur eyes..

I dun ask to be praise or anything... but jus hope to be treated & respected at least like a human... or FRIEND...

In return.....
i receive harsh repulsive responses

I just wish that i have never knew & met you...nothing i do is ever good enough! I am very very very tired..drained..i've tried..my best..& i meant it...

Try..Tried..Tried VERY HARD...now...ENOUGH!!!

2007-07-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

Can anyone ever understand that u hate something so much and yet u have to wake up everyday and face it almost 5/7 of a week!

i've listened, try..tried..tried my best till i got so worned out but still.. i HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!!! THE FURY JUST CANNOT BE SUBDUED!!!!!

I HATE MY F***ING FREAKING PLACE!!!!!

I'VE GOTTA SMILE AT PPL & GREET EVERY SINGLE 'PEST' WHEN I AM NOT HAPPY!!! GOTTA TAKE SHIT FROM SOME STUPID OLD FOOL IN A SCARF WRAPPED ARD HER BLOODY HEAD!!!!! WTF!!!!! I HAVE LIMITED PATIENCE.. AND I MEAN IT!

cant even have a lil' choice.. what the hell! old fools give bloody stupid excueses, or rather, REASONs.. does she ever know that she sounded downright stupid and childish when she goes..:"BOss this... B0ss that.." *pukes!*

oh... wat a licker!

FINE! so now we understand the rule is.. PROTECT THE NEW-BIRDS & EXTERMINATE THE OLD BIRDS!

i shall wanna see how long can your NEW BIRDS stay!!!!!& i am gonna be a meanie from now onwards! so stay off my path!!!!!

!!!TIRED!!!

2007-05-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

!!!VERY TIRED!!!

Feelings~

2007-05-28T14:09:00.000+08:00

Feel the picture~ is i who created it!

WHEN WILL ALL THESE NONSENSE STOP!!!

2007-05-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

THOUGHT THERE WILL BE PEACE, BUT THERE ARE ALWAYS BOUND TO BE "SOME PEOPLE" WHO JUS WANNA CREATE & START NONSENSE!!!

THOSE WICKED-WITCHED-WOMAN, AKA W3!!!!IF HEAD NOT SO BIG, DO NOT BUY SUCH A BIG HAT. WHEN BIG HAT HAS MANY EMPTY SPACES, THEN GET PEOPLE TO SHARE AND FILL IN THE SPACES!!!!!

JUS DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW ALL THESE PEOPLE THINK!WHAT THE HELL IS UP THERE IN THEIR MINDS?!STUPID OR WHAT?! STUDY SO MUCH AND BE HIGH UP THERE FOR WHAT?!?!?! POLITICAL NONSENSE!!! SINCE U LIKE "PLAYING MUSICAL CHAIRS" SO MUCH, HAVE U EVER CONSIDERED WORKING IN A KINDERGARTEN & PLAY ALL U WANT WITH KIDS & NOT US!!!

HAVE THEY WATCHED SPIDERMAN 3?!?! THE MORALE OF THE STORY IS, CLARIFY BEFORE THINGS TURN TOO LATE.. BEFORE SOMEONE DIES!!!!!!!!!!

IF DONT LIKE OR DONT WANT JUST SAY SO!WHY MUS START AND CREATE NONSENSE!!! GETTING REALLY SICK AND REALLY TIRED OF ALL THESE!!!

MAY THAT WHEN THE WORLD PERISH, THESE PEOPLE WILL BURN IN DAMNATION HELL FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!

sorry but i've gotta use this sentence to curse again cos I HAD ENOUGH!!!!

not gonna bother abt anything anymore ever again~ u all want war, go ahead and fight and make sure someone dies!!!

not my problem anyway, i shall continue to act and win OSCARS, hahaha

*evil-grinz*

A short course has already made me...

2007-05-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.
TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.TIRED.

Never be happy too soon...

2007-03-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

Able to list a hundred and one things abt unhappiness here...what abt happiness???NO WAY!!!still searching... Thought all has simmered down, why is it back all over again. Still hoping that PEACE will resume!!! ***jus look at the previous post...how long EXACTLY did 'PEACE' actually came and vanish in a short while...***

Now.....

2007-03-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

So far so Good... period of suffering has subsided~ Hope that this will prolonggggg =)

NOT WORTH STAYING AT ALL!!!

2007-02-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

It is NOT WORTH STAYING AT ALL!!!

ReasonssSSSS being, as follows:

1. they screw up all your applications!
2. push you here and there!
3. make you feel like a big fool!
4. waste ur money asking you to get this and get that for underwriting!
5. lost your applications!
6. no one wants to take responsibilities!
7. those high up there says wants to help you but they are actually sitting on it!
8. relevant departments push away responsibilities!not even apologising SINCERELY!!! *cant even feel their sincerity*
9. newbies with no experiences with much much higher pay!
10. just because you are a working for them as well, you will not be a valued customer even if you get products from em'!
11. Ignorant & Childish old people accusing you childish!!! WTF!?!?!
12. People with lousy understanding level!!!!they should go back to school and learn from scratch!!!got to spoon feed those so called matured old people!!!!
13. They'll cough up cock & bull stories to save their asses!!!!!
14. ALL they ever care is THEMSELVES and their asses!!!
15. Lickers all around...!!!

the list will carry on FOREVER~!!!!!

Really wish to have nothing to do with such a black dark dirty company!!!!!

Dear all, beware BEWARE of such a place on Earth~!!!

No one knows..but GOD KNOWS..

2007-01-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

You old fools are good at maligning RESPONSIBLE people! However,

GOD has eyes! He SEES! He has restored JUSTICE!

OUR NAMES ARE CLEARED!

You old fools, THINK before you blurt NONSENSE!

An Organisation that NEVER LEARN!

2007-01-04T20:01:00.000+08:00

WHY cant you do something right?!?!?! Simply like sending what OUGHT TO BE SENT, and STOP sending what OUGHT NOT to be sent?!?!?!??! this is soooooo frustrating!!!

Maybe these people should go back to Primary School and start learning everything from scratch!!!

Tiring...

2006-12-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

Too much of ANY shift is too tired!

IT'S BLOODY HELL HERE & NOW...!

2006-12-15T07:42:00.000+08:00

WAKE UP YOUR STUPID IDEAS, YOU MORONS!I FEEL DISGUSTED BEING HERE!!!!!IT'S A TOTAL SHAME!!!!!-my wrds to you all that are soo HIGHLY UP THERE!-have you guys EVER thought abt human welfare?!?!for example: causing people to have low moral?!Or you are just happy with the mess YOU GUYS UP THERE created?!?!?!

Contented in my Little corner...

2006-11-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

Contented in my Little corner...WHY MUST YOU GUYS UPSET ME AGAIN!??!?!?!?!! #^#$&$%*^))_-==-\-(_()

Libra Employee Profile (september 23 - october 22)

2006-11-06T13:36:00.000+08:00

Libra Employee Profile (september 23 - october 22)

Libra employees are detailed, dedicated workers with sensitive natures. Managers and co-workers sometimes find them difficult to get a handle on. They pick up the energy of the office and are unable to prevent it from affecting them. Loud noise, flashy colors, and discordant vibrations will put them off so much that they will have difficulty fulfilling their obligations at work.

One day they may seem like the most bright, hardworking, ambitious employee around. The next day they might be down, irritated, and unable to produce. Co-workers shouldn't fret when Libra employees are in a dark mood. It really won't last, as a happy state of mind can come over them just as quickly.

When Libra employees are in a balanced frame of mind, they can be a powerful presence at work-they have a way of racing everything they touch. Underneath that mess of moods, they really are basically happy and stable people.

They are capable of profound logical thought and evaluate all sides of a situation before acting. They are one of the most intelligent Signs around. They are expert researchers and mediators. And their sensitivity to their environment makes them naturals at keeping things looking great.

They will easily help others resolve conflicts and can act as a go-between with workers and management so that everyone ends up happy. If you want to keep your Libran worker smiling, give them the respect they are due and put them in a position where they can project their great charm and diplomacy. They won't be content to take orders for very long, either- make sure they are given increased responsibility.

God has done a Miracle!

2006-11-04T07:43:00.000+08:00

Miracle! was discharged on my Second day. Operation was cancelled!

"Holiday" Break...

2006-10-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

"H O L I D A Y" Break @ SGH from 1st November 2006...

Once again, I...

2006-10-10T11:06:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm NOT gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Quoted From,
SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
Welcome To My Life

I...

2006-10-05T01:19:00.000+08:00

Despair, Upset, Anxiety, Apprehension, Forlorn, Disappointed, Numbness, Lost...devastating lot of emotions...

Creditability to Consistency...

2006-09-18T18:32:00.000+08:00

Creditability to Consistency to acheive SUCCESS in LIFE

Love this...

2006-09-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

!!! DESTESTABLE CLOWN !!!

2006-09-01T14:42:00.000+08:00

!!!DESTESTABLE CLOWN! ARROGANCE WILL NOT GET U ANYWHERE! U ARE JUS SO INSIGNIFICANT, BCOS U BELONG TO THE CIRCUS!!!

Education Centre...

2006-08-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

!!!Educating the Educated!!!

Why...?!?!?!

2006-08-22T09:55:00.000+08:00

BOTHERSOME!!!

Point of realisation...

2006-08-19T11:26:00.000+08:00

...residing in my little corner...Tranquil & Serene...

Expectations...

2006-08-18T14:17:00.000+08:00

Expectations are to be Realised, not by the word of mouth only!

aberrantly weird~

2006-08-18T07:30:00.000+08:00

ABOMINATE THY ABHORRENTS!

2006-08-17T10:33:00.000+08:00

AtMoSpHeRiC-TenSioN

Posting something outta my personal matters...Interesting Article which Interests me..

2006-08-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

2006-08-16T11:48:00.000+08:00

Predestined that you are up there, but RESPECT IS EARNED, it is NOT GRATUITOUS!

view @ ur own discreet~

2006-08-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

A huge blaze of fire starts with a small point of fire known as FIRE STARTERS!Bear that in mind..

sentence of the day

2006-08-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

WHICH PART OF MY SENTENCE DO U NOT UNDERSTAND?!

P.S.:Simple postings...Culprits should knw what the postings depict.Please DO NOT ask for detailed explanatories if i am referring to u or not, cos it will only be an INSULT to your own intelligence. BUT, if u feel guilty and insist that i am referring to u, that's too bad, I cannot help it and will not comment much. If YOU STILL insist & persist, CALL THE COPS AND SUE ME THEN, PEST-FUCKING IMBECILES!